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Sunday, June 3, 2012

I' am V.S


The name is Sadanandan…Praveen Sadanandan….Praveen Velayudhan Sadanandan.
Praveen is so common name that it is difficult to identify which part of India it is from. And usually it would happen that in a group there would be many Praveen’s but only one v s. So this initial of mine has come to my rescue in identity crisis. ‘kaun praveen? ..V S ?’ One thing I noticed is that in maharashtra many have this name spelt as pravin..so it was not surprising when some of my mumbaikar n pune frnds addressed me as pravin.


The expansion of Velayudhan (my grand fathers name) was sometimes confusing to me in my school days. And I never bothered to know  the exact spelling as it was not used in my name ..as initials of v.s was more than sufficient..and since I had to address my grandfather as ‘appuppa’ and not by his name, I had no idea about the correct spelling. 
Some 7 years back when I was in my final semester of B.E, I got my full name made it official while filling my passport details, as I was supposed to expand my initials for the first time. So the full name remained in my passport from then onwards. The after effect of this expansion was I had to embrace a change in me being addressed officially as sadanandan or velayudhan as well. My PAN card shows V and S expanded and because of space issue of this big name, Praveen was removed. I now recollect that my name officially started showing less presence of Praveen when I was being called for interviews or in some official calls and some ad marketing calls where I was either Sadanandan or Velayudhan or Praveen to some but have never bothered to correct them. 


My mail id in techm was praveens @ techmahindra, so nobody knew my full name.
Even though my infosys mail id is Praveen_sadanandan, I still have Praveen v s as display name..why because I still like it this way and my old frnds can still recognize me when my mail reaches them as Praveen v.s.
So good or bad, among the three parts of my name.. dad’s and grandfather’s name also gets dragged into wherever its being mentioned. Baap ke saath saath, baap ke baap ka naam bhi roshan(or khaarab) karega :) (please note: i have huge respect to my grand dad and his name..sounds so respectful and strong natured..i like that :))


Naam se yaad aaya..A famous dialogue from one of my favourite Amol palekar starrer movie Golmaal.
Amol palekar (character name as Lucky): "Buddha ghar pe hai?
Utpal Dutt (doing gardening with character name as Bhawani): "Aap ko kaise pata ki woh buddhe hain?
Lucky(intentionally adressing Bhawani as maali): "Arrey maali… jiska naam Bhawani Shankar ho, woh to paida hote hi buddha ho gaya” :)

Sunday, May 27, 2012

Post engagement days...

Quite a number of changes has happened in my life from my last post and yet i feel life is still the same for me. And am happy to tell you that, this time all good things are coming my way and and I have never been so content and happy in my life. May be these are the best days of my life... i have had quite a number of best days in the past as well..each one being different..but this one is quite big i.e marriage. :)
So here i write a small thought which can be looked upon as a positive one. No matter how many problems we deal with on a frequent basis or how much satisfied or content we would be at certain things...things are never the same each passing day..and most of us(please note: people with whom i interact quite frequently are most of us for me) are well tuned to not loose hopes and  keep trying to look ahead and without much noise we end up living another day and accept the way things are and get ready for a new day.
As of now things are going good, fine and nice..these are the post engagement days for me, have gone past my 29th birthday couple of days back...and am getting myself prepared to face hectic work schedules in coming few days..and best thing is i have something to look forward to in the form of my marriage in September. :)

Sunday, April 1, 2012

HANG ON OR LET GO


THIS IS FICTION: 
DESCRIPTION: THOUGHT PROCESS OF A MIND...



Hanging on from the wall of the terrace, am going through an odd feeling of fear and excitement at the same time. My hands are numb and my shoulders are being tested for its strength of holding my plump body of 50 kg, this heavy body of mine has survived till now for almost 17 years and no, before you could conclude, let me be clear that am not at all upset about the way I look or about the weight I carry of myself. 
So what am I thinking right now? Well, the answer to this question can be another question “why am I doing this to myself”? Am not depressed, Am not upset, Am not that sad as well. Nothing tragic has happened that I have to hang on like this from the 2nd floor of this beautiful apartment that I can fall anytime to an end of this so called life or atleast with some injuries form where it will be difficult to recover. Yeah, I might be crazy. All I know is I Am doing this just for the thrill of it. I can feel my heart beat thumping so loud inside, I can feel the adrenaline rush which is shooting up in my head as if it might explode anytime. For a moment I can go through all small, big, happy, sad, stupid, brave, shameful, ugly, shocking, surprising and many more incidents of  my life till now, and this moment is just for a fraction of a second, and this fraction of a second is lasting for a long long time. But the sweat in my hands is playing a spoilsport to cut it short. It’s getting so wet, that the slip of my hands to a downfall would be the last thing which may get registered in my conscious mind. Not trying to hold on..not trying to let this moment vanish..not looking down... as I can now see my hands.... giving up to the sweat and gravity..but i somehow still manage to get back and hold on..and am still wondering.. should i hang on or let go...

Saturday, October 1, 2011

AS LONG AS IT RAINS

The incomplete imaginary short story which i had started way back in 2008 in a dairy..was completed somehow few months back....posting it now :). Please read at your own risk :)


DISCLAIMER:
THIS IS A WORK OF PURE FICTION. ANY RESEMBLANCE TO ANYONE, LIVING OR DEAD IS PURELY COINCIDENTAL. THE CHARACTERS ARE FICTIONAL AND OF MY OWN CREATION. THE PLACE, TIME AND INCIDENTS ARE PURELY FICTIONAL.

‘Get inside Vighnu’, my Mom yelled from kitchen who fondly called me Vighnu, while others who knew me preferred to call me as Vighnesh including my Dad.
Watching the thick rain lashing all over the place and feeling the sprinkles of water carried off by the wind over your face, is very soothing especially after you spend the first half of the summer day in a hot place like Chennai.
For many of the kids of my age, summer vacations are the days eagerly awaited for, enjoying with friends and with all those distant cousins whose existence known to you is just for playing and running around the streets. As far as I’ am concerned I don’t have any cousins of my age. Most of them are grown up men who only like to crack some stupid jokes among their age group people which I don’t understand at all.
My Dad works in a private bank and he is so crazy about his job that in my past 13 years of existence, I can remember about 3 transfers of him. But Mom says that after my birth Dad had infact 4 transfers. Hence we never have stayed or settled in a single place for more than 5 years at a stretch. I being rolled in and out of schools so many number of times that I eventually never got the opportunity of making good friends with my classmates or neighbours. Two years back we shifted to this nice area of T Nagar in Chennai.
It was early June two years back, when we shifted to this beautiful and well furnished house in Chennai from Delhi. Dad and one of his colleagues made all the required arrangements with no major issues. After two weeks or so, I got enrolled in the nearby K.V school in the 6th grade. I had joined almost a month late but that did not bother me much because I was used to it and I was not bad in my studies so I knew I would catch up things without much difficulties.
I still remember the first day of my school here. My Dad was completing some school admission formalities in the principal room and I was a little surprised when the principal asked me to join the ongoing maths class on 1st floor, room 6A. I was not actually mentally prepared to attend classes so soon. But I still reluctantly said bye to Dad and proceeded to meet my new classmates and teachers. As I entered room 6A, the entire class which a moment ago was sounding like some market place was dead silent all of a sudden. Initially all of them thought that the maths teacher had arrived and after seeing me, the momentary silence faded away and the market noise resumed. I then had a good look for a comfortable seat in the class and very quickly decided to sit in the third bench of the middle row where 3 boys were seated.
The class had 3 rows with 5 benches in each row. The dais with the black board was 10 feet away from the first bench. As I sat at the leftmost corner of the bench, the boy beside gave me a good top to bottom look and turned to his other side to talk something with his other two friends. They all gave me a nasty look but did not utter a word to me. I thought may be people who entered the classroom without school uniform and without attending the morning assembly prayers are treated like this only. Then all of a sudden the class went silent again and all stood up to greet our maths teacher. A collective ‘good morning sir’ wish is heard and the maths teacher wishes back but I guess only the first benchers would have got the privilege to hear what he said. Our maths teacher, Mr. Sripad, was very tall and fair with thick black moustache. He had a very serious look on his face as if the entire maths problems inside the textbook which he was about to open is going to explode anytime.
The day progressed with me sitting quietly, listening to lessons and taking up few notes. Our English teacher, Mrs Abraham, who was also our class teacher, introduced me to the class and I was introduced to our class mentors, Keerthi Prasad for boys (who liked himself to be called as K.P in short) and Poornima for girls. By the time the school ended for the day, I noticed that K.P was a tired boy who had to look after his studies and at the same time responsible for maintaining discipline in the class, plus carry out all the odd tasks given by our teachers such as carrying notebooks and other stuffs to and from the staff room. On the other hand, Poornima had no much work to do since our class had only 15 girls to manage compared to 35 odd boys.
Morning school prayers even though how much ever repetitive it is, is always fresh for me. I enjoy the gathering and the musical rhythms of prayers even though most of us are not at all good in singing. So the next day, after the prayer we entered the class one by one in a single line. When I was about to sit in the same bench where I had sat the previous day, the same boy on the bench said politely ‘sorry, we are waiting for our friend. It’s his place and he was on leave yesterday. He has come today’. Well, then I understood the whole point of them not talking to me and giving me a ‘who are you?’ look the previous day. Anyways I smiled and wandered my eyes around for an empty seat. ‘You can sit here’, came a voice from the next bench boy who was beaming at me with a pleasant smile. I took his offer and settled myself in the leftmost corner beside him. ‘Hi, my name is Raghu’. Well, Raghu had taken punishment not once but two times the previous day for causing too much nuisance in the class and for too much talking and was changed his place by our class teacher from last bench of last row to 4th bench of middle row. ‘You have a very nice bag’ he said still smiling at me. ‘I’ am Vighnesh and thanks for both the seat and the compliment for my bag’. I heard myself speaking a long thanks giving sentence to someone after a long long time. ‘my Dad bought me this when we were in Delhi last year, its my favourite one’ then came his instant reply ‘good choice, I too had a similar kind of bag but my little brother spoiled it one day when we were playing around with fire’. For a moment, I was in shock to hear that two young boys play with fire just like that, but I did not question him about this. By this time, K.P came over to our bench ‘Raghu, another warning’, to which Raghu replied ‘thanks again k.p’, not forgetting to smile. K.P left to the dais. Raghu turned to me ‘so, where were we?, oh yes, our favourite bag’. He continued to speak and after a few minutes our science teacher arrived. ‘oh no, I thought she was absent today, she was not there at the assembly’. Raghu said with a disappointed look in his eyes but still managing a smile on his lips soon.
The day progressed with Raghu doing all the talking from the clips of my bag to the hooks of the water well in his native place in kerala and I simply giving a node with an occasional smile in between. Fortunately Raghu did not get punished that day, thanks to our K.P’s negligence in monitoring the class. But the next day Raghu had to suffer some severe kneel down punishment awarded by our maths teacher for throwing a paper made rocket around. I felt sorry for him, but astonishingly he never showed a sign of pain throughout the duration of punishment.
I liked his attitude and guts which I lacked. All my classmates made a point not to wander around Raghu, but in the coming days I was the one who never wandered away from him.
Days passed, weeks flied off and months raced along. Raghu and I enjoyed each other’s company. I came to know more about him and his family and so did he about mine. By end of November we had given 3 monthly tests and a mid term examination. Raghu was not bad in his studies. He made sure that he never failed in any of the tests and also showed progress with each and every test.
Though Raghu showed some improvement in his studies, he never showed any changes in his mischievous attitude. But one good thing was we never got influenced from each others habits. By the end of jan, Raghu got shifted to first bench and soon I also accompanied him. Being in first bench was not that easy. I used to get a feeling that we first benchers represent the whole class and had to node our head frequently to the teachers who stood right in front of us. And I had become more conscience since a small yawn also gets noticed.
Since exams were fast approaching, we soon went to full study mode and by mid April our exams got over and it was time for summer vacation which meant two months of boredom for me. Raghu went to his native, kerala. He tried his best to convince me to be with him for few days in kerala but in vain. I spent most of my vacation days by carrying out the assignments as slow as possible, roaming around few places in Chennai with Dad and watching a lot of television programmes. I also met some of my relatives during our visit to Bangalore. Since dad was running short of leaves, I could not stay for long and we soon came back to Chennai.
When 7th standard classes began, we saw few additional faces. One among them was a girl named Meghashree who was made to sit next to Raghu in the first bench.
Initial few days Megha was very quiet. What we noticed was her voice was very sweet which came to good use when she was singing. She was a good singer. After the school sometimes she used to attend singing classes. She used to talk more with other girls and had nothing much to talk with me or Raghu. But as days progressed we started to interact. She was getting more and more interested in Raghu’s mischief and was always looking forward for more.
I also noticed that Raghu was at his wits best when Megha was around. It was good for me as I was getting more and more chance to laugh and I was happy. I remember an odd incident which happened one day in one our English classes. Raghu was playing around with his ink pen. And all of a sudden all the ink from his pen got splashed over his face. I and Megha started laughing at this sight. Megha was quick enough to stop her laugh as Mrs Abraham had set her eyes on all of us. I did not notice this, I kept laughing as I could not control my laugh. Then I realized that Mrs Abraham was looking at me with seething anger. I looked at Megha who was grinning with her heads down and Raghu was looking at me with his funny blue face and shaking his head indicating as a sign of trouble. But without wasting much time I spoke out trying to make things look funny, I said with a smile ‘sorry maam, but look at Raghu… he has spread ink all over his face’ and then came her instant reply ‘Raghu is a stupid monkey, but what made you to act like another one?’ and she turned towards the black board to continue with her class. I got a feeling that this was just enough for me to die with shame. Getting embarrassed in front of the whole class for no mistake of mine, that too with a stupid tag, I was not able to sleep properly that night.
Dad was having some kind of trouble with his job. Some days he used to discuss with mom about some problems where he was working. Though I was not able to understand everything he was saying, what I got to know was that he was not happy. And from past few days he spoke less to me also. He would just lock himself in his room and never come out to even have dinner with me. Mom would tell me that Dad is not well and I should not worry much about this.
My days in school were getting better and better. Though I was disturbed thinking about Dad, I was able to forget everything when I was with Raghu and Megha. We helped each other to revise during our monthly class tests and this group study helped to improve on my spoken English as well. Megha always ensured to speak in English eventhough Raghu was hell bent on breaking this rule by speaking either Tamil or Malayalam. English was something he was not at all comfortable with. Megha used to pinch him hard if he spoke anything other than English when we were particularly studying English subject. I never gave her a chance to pinch me because I always obeyed her.
After the mid term examination was over, the dates for co-curricular activities were announced. Our school was divided into 4 houses. Me, Raghu and Megha were in ‘Raman house’ which was headed by K.P. And Poornima was the house caption of ‘Tagore house’ which topped for winning most number of competitions last year.
Megha though was very passionate about singing, was never interested to take part in any competition. Raghu was really good in drawing. He had showed me some of his paintings and sketches when I had been to his house once. Though I did not understand what they meant, I realized that he had some talent. He kept this talent to himself and never talked about it much.
In the next two months many events were held like singing, drawing, dance competitions and many other sports competitions were also conducted. My favourite was Hindi story telling competition. But we three preferred to be among the spectators and never played any significant part for earning points for our house. Whenever there were no class while some sports events used to take place, we three dared to pick our cycles and roam around the city streets and come back when the classes resumed. We managed to escape the watchful eyes of teachers each time we escaped from such events. We did come close to getting caught when we once got drenched in rain and were late to one of the Hindi class. But luckily our Hindi teacher Mr. Duggal was very kind enough to allow us to get inside the class without asking any questions. We had the best time of our lives that rainy day. We then decided that we should give some time to ourselves when the school ends to roam around the city like this. We eventually ended up doing this quite regularly in the coming days and we particularly enjoyed even more when it rained and it was a kind of pleasure to get drenched when such good friends were around.
Back home, Dad’s mood was still sombre. He was still lost in his own calculations and thoughts. I noticed that my Mom was taking more care of him. May be she was the only person in this world who knew what exactly my Dad was going through. Since Dad was in no mood to do any house work which he used to do, Mom was getting busier by taking up his part of the housework as well. It was quite amazing that she never complained about all this.
The results of the competitions held recently were announced and this time our house ‘Raman’ won by a close margin with ‘Tagore’ house which stood second. K.P was ecstatic to say the least as he had led from the front to win most of the sport competitions for our house.
The schedule for the final examinations was announced and by march end 7th grade would also be done. But before that we had our annual day celebration in few days. A school trip was also supposed to happen but due to some reasons it got cancelled. The annual day was celebrated with great discipline and enthusiasm by our teachers and house leaders. We all had a wonderful time.
Since exams were fast approaching we decided to give a break to our evening cycling outings. We had couple of weeks of study holidays as well, so we all made good use of these days and as a result all the exams went by quite peacefully without much difficulty. Soon after the exams Raghu had to visit his native but he promised to come back early to give me company. Even Megha was going to her native with her parents for few days. While bidding good bye to each other we all had that feeling of eagerness to meet again.
So here I’ am standing in the veranda of my house with just few days left for the arrival of both Raghu and Megha. But all this while I’ am still trying to come to terms that I wont be here when Raghu and Megha will be back. We won’t be able to meet. I’ am now waiting for my dad. He has gone out to get a cab as we had to catch the Rajdhani express back to Delhi tonight.



Dad has come to a decision all of a sudden. We are moving back to Delhi. I guess he had come to this decision for all the right reasons. But I was very depressed when Mom broke this news to me few days back. I wanted to tell my dad that I like this place now and it’s not easy to move out again. But I held it back. Mom had few convincing words for me. I have asked my class teacher Mrs Abraham to hand over a letter addressed to both Raghu and Megha.
‘What are you staring at, get inside Vighnu’ Mom came over to me from kitchen this time. ‘We need to leave as soon as your Dad comes, put this in your bag’. I quietly picked the packet from Mom and continued staring at the rain for some more time as the rain droplets successfully erased my tears. I knew I would remember this rainy day and few more forever. But I now feel that many such experiences would always come and go. And as long as it rains I will always have some sweet memories to think about and smile.

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Want to know what i did since my accident?

Few more days to go and I would be saying 2 months since I met with this accident and still recovering. Now ask me what I was doing all these days to pass my time at home. Even if you don’t ask I would want to say it :).
Well well..i was entertaining myself and keeping my mind busy all the time :). And believe me I did have lots of time to write blogs. I could have written atleast one blog per day provided I wouldn’t have run short of topics :) and if I calculate with whatever basic maths I remember now(dont use much maths these days rite? without the help of a calci from many of the so called gadgets we possess :) ), I would have ended up with around 50 blogs. But I was busy doing nothing much significant.
To summarize in brief what all I did was to eat, sleep, watch tv and more tv, reading newspaper and few books, talk to well wishers who visited me to enquire my condition, messaging and talking with friends, relatives and well wishers on phone and off course when it comes to internet – facebook, gmail, orkut, youtube, blogsopts,online shopping, bharathmatrimony, torrentz sites etc etc. and I did spend a hell lot of time chatting with friends in facebook and gmail during initial few days..but I almost stopped chatting all of a sudden. Still facebook updates from my friends are indeed a very good time pass. And from last few days i have downloaded more than 20 movies from torrentz and still many are pending to watch. There were few movies which i have watched and then would see in the newspaper about its release in theatres in a few days:).
And the most important thing I did was to take good care of myself, which I did and still doing. And hats off to my parents who take so good care of me even though they themselves are not keeping that well healthwise ...almost reminded of my childhood days ..and sometimes much better than those days.
Hmmmmm can go on praising my parents and thanking my friends, relatives for the care and support but will stop now cause don’t want to sound this as a thangsgiving write up :). Since I had nothing much to do when the power went off now, I thought instead of just thinking about my leg, people in life and past, present and future will write something for a change. So I’ am back to blogs today after a long long time and not sure when ill make the next comeback after this blog :) . The power is back now and time to have my dinner while watching KBC. So till then ill take care of myself and will hope all things or most of the things in our life work out the way it should for the benefit of all…and hope will have peace of mind and happiness and very less sadness and troubles in our lives :). Signing off....

Monday, April 4, 2011

There are places I remember all my life

In my life - this is a very beautiful and truly amazing song by beatles.
(Go to this link for the song- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ukbbPJirTaE)

It was so refreshing when I listened to it now, that i just felt like writing few lines based on this theme.. It is not meant to be in par with the original lyrics..but its just my thought to do something different and be lil crazy :)

Here I have retained the first 4 lines of the lyrics and then added my own thoughts..
So here it goes ..my second attempt at writing a kinda lyrics :)..for which i can only dream of adding music to it..if i could :)


There are places I remember all my life
though some have changed
some forever, not for better
some have gone and some remain


There are days I remember all my life
Not because of me, cause of people around
Not many are such people, so I do remember most

There are pains I remember all my life
Some fought with courage, some with tears
But pains don't last long, so I do remember all

There are moments I remember all my life
Some have gone by, some unnoticed, unwanted by many
Was not so long ago, so I do remember still

There are places I remember all my life
Though some are miles away, some are within reach
Some had magic, cannot be recreated, never ever can be
But some places are yet to be seen and yet to come
And one place is here, not yet gone and still remain
.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Completing 5 years in IT industry

Today I’ll be completing 5 years in IT industry and I have company in the form of my ITP batchmates friends here.
On this occasion, I would like to quickly summarize the highlights of these 5 years of mine apart from whatever I got to learn in this industry professionally.

Exactly 5 years back on jan 26th 2006, I landed in Mumbai as I had to join MBT i.e Techmahindra on 27th. I can still feel those odd feelings which I was going through then. The excitement of getting into my first job after going through few failures in the earlier selection process with many other companies and at the same time leaving my family and friends in Bangalore was something which I had never imagined would happen. I was even scared of thinking about leaving home those days. But when it happened, it just happened and I had no second thoughts over it.

The initial few months in Mumbai during the training period was one of the most difficult times as we had to clear all the exams at any cost to avoid getting terminated. And termination was not just about loosing a job..it meant a lot. Unfortunatly, we had to witness so many of our batchmates getting terminated. Many left with tears and few left with vengeance to land up in better jobs. Eventually all of them got back in track in some other jobs. People like us who survived this turmoil looked ahead for further challenges when we got into different projects. I had completely lost touch with my friends in Bangalore during this time. But I got constant and amazing support from my parents and brother during those tough times. After the training period got over, began the most amazing and unforgettable days of my life. Monthly salary, new friends to roam around Mumbai with no time constraints of getting back home early etc etc… were few of the luxuries we all enjoyed to the fullest. This continued till late 2007 and I got a transfer to Bangalore as I got fed up of being away from home, though it was fun in Mumbai.
The year 2008 was very quiet initially in Bangalore. Then by sept 2008 I had to travel to UK. Another 5 to 6 months of unexpected change in life. The chilly weather, the brit culture, the clean and well planned towns, the well disciplined and more organized lifestyle of people were really impressing.
Work and fun both went hand in hand till 2009 feb and then I returned to India and back to home, Bangalore.
Another change was waiting in the form of a transfer to Pune. Soon I was roaming around Pune with few old and many new friends. Though I got to see and learn many other faces of life during this period still it was boring till end of 2009. Brother’s marriage in October 2009 was one of the few happy moments which I enjoyed in this year.
The year 2010, the latest change of getting back to Bangalore by joining Infosys is going on smooth and calm. Got to know few more wonderful people and life is on a different track now.

So if I look back, each of these 5 years were never the same and all were fruitful though unexpected with the usual ups and downs. One thing which I’ll always feel good about is the failures which happened in my life earlier were for the best things to happen later. I' am looking forward for more unexpected twists and turns and I do hope that the best days are yet to come for all of us.
So to all my friends who accompanied me in this journey, a big salute to all of you. As Dinesh and Mayank keep saying ‘few of you guys are still holding the flag high in techm’. But 5 is just a number ...it’s just the occasion to say cheers and remember each other and ponder over those wonderful moments we had. Let’s wish each other good luck and peace of mind in life.

Sunday, November 21, 2010

My first attempt in poetry - Am I thinking to write something

Hi readers,

I donno whether to term this as a poem or not, but while writing this what i kept in mind is to link each line with the previous line..
It was just a way to kill my time now, but i guess this attempt did not end up that badly :) ..your feedback would help me to continue to post more such stuffs :) or may be its a one day wonder i donno :)


Am I thinking to write something?
Am I thinking to write something? Are you trying to read the same?
Hey!!Are you the same with whom I used to have a wonderful time?
Have those wonderful times gone by? If so why don’t we get back again?
Can you get back on this to me? If yes, can I plan something, so that you’ll be beside me?
If you were not beside me, I wonder where would I be?
Would I be then still thinking to write something?
If that something is all about you and me, then why don’t you help me?
If not, would you help me to realize that I have written what I wanted to write?
And what I wanted to write about is. ..Am I thinking to write something?

Monday, October 18, 2010

My Last Day At Techm - mail

This was my Good Bye mail in my previous firm i.e TechMahindra. It's been more than 5 months since i dropped this mail :)

Dear All,

Time has come for me to say good bye to TechM..to be frank I was eagerly waiting for this day from past so many days, but believe me guys when the time has now come, its really tough to say good bye.

So here goes my ‘My Last day at TechM’ waala mail. I’ am not going to copy paste today because I have got bored of doing that :). So let me bid Adieu to you all in my own style :). So please take some time (it means a lot of time :)) out of your busy schedule and read on with rapt attention :).

TechM has tolerated me for more than 50 months :) (i.e 4 years, 3 months to be precise) and since this being my first job, I have so many memories attached to it (haan pata hai..sabka first job memorable hi hota hai :)).

In this roller coaster ride of more than 4 years, I was fortunate enough to work with some really motivating leads like Sachin Mulay, Amir Usmani, Shilpa Ghotge, Paresh Hardas, Sanjay Nair, Sneha Goyani and many more in CSS SRD whom I had always looked up to and would always be thankful to them for all the help and support provided whenever needed. It was a privilege working with you all in CSS.

Thanks to all my managers till now – Rahul Ramdasi, Sunil Aklujkar, Sachin Mulay, Sneha Goyani, Swapnil Patil.

As an individual I am a far better person now. Each passing day I was able to learn something new (not only work relatedJ), learnt many important lessons for life. I’ am a more confident person now, ready to take up more challenges and more importantly I have evolved as a better human being (now please don’t apply Darwin’s theory of evolution to human beings hereJ..it has nothing to do with this ‘evolved’ term :)).

It’s not that easy to leave such a wonderful and caring colleagues (‘colleagues’ term would be very formal I believe. I have always considered them as friends working together :)). I’ am fortunate enough to have made so many friends throughout my journey in Techm which began with my ITPian batch (still going strong even though we are all scattered across different parts of this crazy world) and If I start naming all of my TechM friends here then I am sure you may need a days off to read all :).

But latest being in BSTO, thanks to Venkat, Hari, Gopi, Arthur, Somnath, Ankita, Animol, Kamlesh, Anup, Sajjin, Vijay, Satheesh, Preena, Pankesh, Sreeni, SK, Vamsi, Khasim, Santhosh and many more with whom I always enjoyed to be with and thanks for all the love and care showered on me :). And thanks to many other faces around as well some of the names I am not even aware of :) and made my stay in 8th floor, Sharda Annex a really wonderful one (I guess you are smart enough to understood this part :))

Guys, Ill miss those daily tea outings in the evenings. On any given day, I was never running short of company. And also I won’t forget to mention about those innumerable number of free Teas and bhajees that I have consumed :)…….God bless you all :)

Hey 5th floor guys, thanks to you all ..we managed to have a good time even though we were 3 floors apart. Special thanks to execution team, especially Kalyan and Ankita for taking up the much needed initiative to learn validation activities..I know Swapnil will now be having some sigh of relief :)

Thanks to Swapnil for being very approachable and guiding me at crucial times to take up the right decisions. I would like to mention my gratitude to Aravind and Sharad as well. Thanks to Pritam for being very helpful and supportive.

Now, if I start writing about my association with Techm in past 50 months then I think I can write a book with several chapters on it. I’ll do that on some other day may be :). Will let you go this time :)

Thanks again and wishing you all good luck.

Will miss you all…Do keep in touch. My gmail id is praveenvs25@gmail.com

Mobile: 9665039050 (Ill update my new mobile number as soon as I get one)

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Friday, September 10, 2010

Selfless prayer and my plans for this long weekend

Today, I had been to the temple after a long long time. And today being Friday, the temple was buzzing with ‘mata devi ka bhakt jan’…
As usual I prayed for the well being of all my near and dear ones..and of course I prayed for me as well :). I don’t remember when I learnt or was taught to pray to God in a specific format or manner. But, I would have followed what my parents have educated me in my childhood days.
Today while the priest was performing the pooja, I observed the kind of faith and hope in many faces including my mom. The intensity and belief with which many women were praying really made me to pray for them as well. Though am not aware what pains and troubles they are going through, I can say that there prayer and wishes would be selfless most of the times. They would be happy if people whom they love and care for are happy. So hats off to there selflessness.

With a long weekend ahead, I have planned to do many things. One such thing is already in process, i.e writing a blog which I’am doing right now :). The second is to practice playing Guitar. I have a two hours guitar class on saturday mornings. So will be learning something new tomorrow. Am looking forward to that. The third plan is to revise whatever is taught in Spanish classes till now. Since from Monday, the Spanish classes will be resuming in Infy after a two weeks gap. Hopefully would be able to attend the classes more regularly amidst the hectic work schedule. And the fourth plan is to resume the long pending storywriting of ‘my incomplete story’. I have completed writing almost 70% of the story. Would like to finish the last part in one sitting. So let’s see if all these plan works out or not. Wish me good luck :)

Saturday, July 17, 2010

I' am O.K

I do sometimes follow the ‘Times Of India’ ‘The Speaking Tree’ article, though I won’t read it completely, because most of the times the spirituality mentioned here gets over my head. But sometimes the facts and thoughts mentioned are so true that you feel somehow related to what is said.
I liked this particular article about being ‘O.K’ so thought of adding few of my own thoughts on this topic.


Pasting an extract of the article here…



OK – the term that is sometimes written as okay – keeps creeping into people’s conversations ever so often. When did we first start using this term that looks more like an abbreviation?
The two letters were first used by the Democratic O K Club in the mid-19th century. Martin Van Buren, the then US president, was born in Kinderhook, a village in New York state. So people gave him the nickname, ‘Old Kinderhook’. The name became popular when he was seeking a second term. His friends thought he had done well as president and endorsed him for another four years in office. So the letters OK came to existence which means ‘all right’ or ‘correct’.
‘How are you?’ people ask and many do not even wait for a reply! Sometimes you, too, reply without applying your mind. You say “I’m OK!” What do you really mean when you say that? Perhaps this calls for a bit of self-examination. “Most men lead lives of quiet desperation,” observed Henry D Thoreau, and his observation continues to be relevant in the 21st century as well despite all the comfort-aids we have invented for ourselves with the help of technology.
Why is it so easy for us to say “OK?” Do we find it is a convenient term that means neither this nor that?

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Now to add something here..I totally agree with the above thought. We have got used to say ‘I am o.k’ when we are asked this question ‘how r u?’.
I usually say ‘I am o.k’ when I want to mean neither this nor that. By this statement, I just leave it to the other person to just pick out of ‘am doing fine’ or ‘am not doing good’ or ‘am not doing that good’. So if he/she is really bothered about me, then the next question may pop up ‘why just o.k?’. So now I would be interested to tell why ‘I’am just o.k’ and not ‘fine’ otherwise the conversation would be just a formality. So such powerful this term ‘o.k’ is for me … that it can totally change the course of the conversation.
So guys n gals its upto you how exactly you want to interpret this term ‘o.k’.

Now pasting the last part of the article…
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It is being repeatedly proved that the things of this world and our own possessions will not be sufficient to keep us happy if there is no love felt within us. In the race for bigger and better worldly pursuits, we tend to neglect relationships – we forget to love one another; this is what causes us to feel a ‘quiet desperation’. Let’s not give up meeting one another and encouraging one another because we need one another. Love is the binding force that helps us feel connected and secure.
So when you put the question to some one: “How are you?” pay attention to the answer. For the answer will show whether he is keeping the flame of love burning or is letting it go cold.
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So, how abt u? what exactly you mean when you say ‘I am o.k’ ?

You can read the complete article below

http://epaper.timesofindia.com/Default/Scripting/ArticleWin.asp?From=Archive&Source=Page&Skin=TOINEW&BaseHref=TOIBG/2010/07/12&PageLabel=10&EntityId=Ar01003&ViewMode=HTML&GZ=T

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Seven things you didn't know about me!

Shyam has tagged me into this..am happy to reveal the 7 unknown things about me. Thanks to Shyam that I am getting a chance to write something in my blogspot again.

Most of the points which I would be listing here may be seen in many of you. I’ am just carrying forward the chain of revealing the 7 things about ourselves and I would be happy if you also carry forward the chain and reveal your 7 points as well and we will get to know more about each other. Its fun actually.

1. It’s not easy for me to say ‘no, I can’t’. .. but I do say ‘no, I can’t’ with great difficulty. This does not mean that I want to get rid of this habit. This is just one among many of my traits which defines me…hehe
2. Talking about lies!!! Hmmm I’ll be lying if I say that I don’t lie..but good thing is I don’t remember when is the last time I lied. I can proudly say that lie is not in my blood hehe. I don’t prefer to lie because I believe truth can win more hearts and build more trust in any kind of relationship. I would be ashamed of myself if I have to lie even if the situation demands. But I don’t expect others to be the same so I just laugh off when I come to know that the person has just lied.
3. I’ am always ready to read any inspirational novel, watch motivating or influential movies and listen to songs which will uplift my mood. And you know what…I got this very inspiration of writing stories and blogging when I read the books named ‘anne frank diary’ and ‘kite runner’
4. It’s quite strange and depressing to reveal that I sometimes enjoy my loneliness. May be I have got used to this habit and it has become part of me as a dark spot. When the loneliness in you is within limits then it can do wonders but if you get addicted to it, then believe me it becomes really hard to come out of it.
5. Now this one is quite different. I am more of a listener than a talker. But the fun part is when I’ am in a conversation and if am not speaking for the sake of speaking then the conversation can go on and on provided the person on the other side of the conversation responds well, listens to and not just hear what am saying.
6. Two more to go…what to mention now?…I miss Mumbai. Could not have asked for a better place to spend the initial days of my first job. Almost two years of complete freedom and masti it was!!!
7. Finally the 7th point ..which was waiting to come out very patiently.. hehe. I don’t want to exaggerate this but over the years I have realised that it’s quite easy for me to understand others point of view quite comfortably. And this might be the reason that my temper is always under control and I don’t get into much fights or arguments.


Hurray!!! Mission accomplished…I was able to bring up whatever came to my mind and stick to just 7..hehe.
Your turn now.

Sunday, May 23, 2010

The unexpected fall...wake up :)

This is a Sunday evening. I’ am typing this in my laptop placed on my table with ‘wake up sid’ movie vcd lying nearby which I finished watching just now. When I look at my ipod on my table I get a feeling that it’s trying to say to me ‘please remove all the old songs from me and update with some different set of songs’. My dear Ipod, I’ am thinking about it my friend, will wait for few more days for some good songs to be released and will add some English songs as well. Till then be happy with what you have :)
After my job change I had nothing much to write on till now. Everything is going on as expected and smoothly at work. But yesterday was different. Something unexpected happened which I’ am going to pen it down..I mean blog it down :).

I parked my two wheeler in the new Mantri mall at malleswaram yesterday morning, after enjoying a ride around. Met my friend Dinesh who was one among our ‘Mumbai ka dost’ gang. Had seen him last on nov 2008 when I left Mumbai. We roamed around the mall which it claims as one of the largest in Asia. We watched the movie ‘Shrek forever after’ in 3D. Movie was good enough to be rated atleast 4/5, a thumbs up from my side :)
While returning home in the evening, I dropped Dinesh at sampige road and I went ahead to do some shopping. At around 6 pm, I was done with my shopping and I was now racing towards home navigating the Bangalore traffic.
Just 10 minutes away from home it started raining heavily. I picked up some speed and all of a sudden came across a pathole dug but not closed properly. In a flash I applied brakes and tried to avoid this hole by turning the handle a bit. The result? No price for guessing..my gaadi skidded and fell on the road with a thud and the engine went silent. Immediately some people gathered around to help me and we all pulled the bike to the footpath though it was not that easy to move as its mudguard had got stuck and it was raining as well. Though I was saying to them that I was alright, I could see my hands and legs shivering and blood in my forearm and slipper.. but I did not get panicky, I was still calm and trying to think what has to be done next. While getting up from the road I shook my head with disappointment for what had just happened but soon realised that I was fortunate enough that I did not suffer any fractures and more importantly was not crushed or knocked down by the speeding vehicles coming behind. As the bike was not moving I had no other choice, I had to call my brother to pick me up..needless to say how much worried all at home were when they came to know about this.
I washed my wounds with tap water in a nearby apartment. I had few bruises in the right leg and hand with some soreness in my right shoulder, the side on which I fell. While I was waiting for my brother to come, a security person in that apartment gave me company till then. We were discussing about the accidents which usually happen at this spot and laughing about the incomplete work carried out by blore corporation which just digs up the roads at will and leave it as it is.
But it was a reminder for me that I should not take anything for granted, I'll continue to be content and satisfied with whatever I have with me, will try not to complain much in life..and I’ll be more careful in future with my driving :).

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Yet another nostalgic leaf added to my eventful tree

Being at home in Bangalore, today I was watching ‘Travel India with Harsha Bhogle’ where he was interviewing a Buddhist monk in Bodhgaya, Bihar and what the monk has to say is our mind is just like a monkey..always wandering around..so if I just close my eyes and let my monkey mind wander around then so many faces and places of pune is flashing across my mind. Before I can concentrate on one face or place, one more pops up and I can hear few familiar but still vague voices.

I came out of pune on a maharashtra day i.e on may 1st. Travelling to airport in an rickshaw with all my luggage stuffed inside, the clouds which was planning to let out some rains out of its bucket anytime, I was missing some of my new friends who dared to spend some last moments with me in pune.
For a moment I was so amazed at my own mindset, this mindset of mine which wanted to spend few more time in pune now, was not the same 2 months back.

So here goes the flashback...
Date : 2nd feb 2010.
Place : Electronic city, Infosys campus. Bangalore
Travelling back to my home in a Volvo bus from Infosys campus on this sunny afternoon, I can easily visualise this moment even now. I was happy, excited and a relieved person. I bet, if I was alone there, then I would have danced around as well, but I’ am a person with some dignity you know hehe…so was able to control my emotions and behaved normal. Reason being, after a long patient wait for a job change and frustrations galore of many issues (which i'll discuss some other day may be :)), I had just got through Infosys. Now I knew, I can come back to Bangalore after 2 months and get to see some badly needed changes in my boring life.

A couple of days later, I came back to pune and resigned my job at Techm. Some of the events (both good and disturbing ones) which followed were something which I’ll always remember for a long time to come…

Though I don’t want to write up everything here..would like to share few good ones with you. One such event which I enjoyed the most was box cricket which was organised within our project and I realised that I am not a bad player at all or may be I was able to give my best shot on that day and my team won eventually :) ( please note: I can write a separate blog on box cricket as well :) ).
I met some of my good old friends and relatives in Mumbai and bid adieu to all.
I enjoyed an outing to Mumbai to watch an IPL match (you must have already read this blog :)).
Some of my friends and colleagues left the company and new friends came in to my life as well and some friendship bonded even better.
And guess what, I had become a sort of a broker showing around my flat for rent for some of the techm guys and gals (I had posted an ad in techm website) and yes I managed to get one (no brokerage for me though :))
I also realised that I love writing and was able to post so many writings thru blogs very frequently.
I attended one of my friends sister’s wedding. For me it was rare sight, a maharashtrian mulgi(girl) getting married to a tamilian payyan(boy)
And finally an unforgettable emotional farewells by my colleagues and friends wound up to a perfect ending.
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So here I was, still in the autorickshaw travelling with a kind of hangover in my head. At this moment, the rain gods started sprinkling water from there bucket and before I could realize, it was raining heavily. I reached the airport and I could not escape from getting drenched while getting out my luggage and shifting it to a nearby trolley. Once I reached the shelter near the entrance, I just stood there for a couple of minutes looking at the rain and thinking that I have to move on to embrace yet another change in life when I was just beginning to like this place. This was not the same kind of feeling when I moved out of Mumbai..or when I moved out of UK..or when I moved out of Bangalore..yes I was missing all those places whenever I had to move out…but this time it was completely a different kind of feeling.

But I moved on pushing the trolley towards the security guy with a smile on my face to begin yet another journey......

Monday, April 26, 2010

All about IPL night and losing the bet

This was the second time I was losing a bet with my friend Shweta.. The first time we betted on one of the RCB vs MI league match and I supported RCB to loose the bet and she went away with my 10 rupees ka note :) I did not mind losing that bet to her..was happy that she kept it safely as a mark of her victory by making a note on that note :)
Since we are talking about the IPL match…how can I forget to mention the semi final match b/w MI and RCB which I was able to watch at the D Y Patil stadium, navi Mumbai.on 21st april.
My teammate Anup came over to me the previous day of the match and posed this question ‘coming for the match tomorrow?’ I did not have a second opinion. How often I do get a chance to watch a match in Mumbai?...that too a semifinal b/w RCB and MI and more importantly watch Sachin play. So we 6 guys had a memorable time traveling to and fro in qualis, listening to some melodious songs all the way….
The stadium was mind blowing..with a capacity of close to 60,000 people..and the atmosphere was awesome..with lots of DJ music and the crowd yelling at the top of the voice all the time. Yes, we also yelled whenever we saw Sachin, whenever a MI wicket fell, whenever a RCB’ian hit a boundary. And believe me guys..its not easy to be among the minority of supporters..we 6 guys were cheering for RCB and getting sandwiched b/w all blue MI supporters, comments and sometimes some ugly ones coming from all directions...it was like testing our patience to stay calm by not getting into any sort of arguments..but at the end of the day it was fun..we all took it in a good sporting spirit ..and we enjoyed the limelight, being one among few of the RCB supporters..with 4 among us wearing RCB jersey alongwith a couple of RCB flags..and making jugalbandi of whistles and all sorts of innovative sounds attracting even more crowds towards us :)
We were disappointed to see RCB loose without much fight and even sachin did not bat well..But the highlight of the day was Deepika Padukone. Just a couple of days before this day I had seen this movie ‘Love Aaj Kal’ after my friend recommended to watch it and was actually impressed by Deepika’s character in that….Before the match, when we went through the entrance gate of the stadium, we saw a small crowd gathering around an adjacent practice ground. A helipad was about to land in that ground and we were sure that some celebrity would be coming out from it. And guess what.. Siddharth mallya followed by deepika stepped down and they were walking towards us. The spot where we were standing was not crowded and few security guys were just trying their best to watch out the crowd but even they are humans rite..hehe..so few of them were busy clicking pics..and we poor guys had left our cameras and phones in the car itself since it was not allowed inside the stadium. When deepika walked past me I went speechless to say the least ..she was looking stunning :) …the next few days I kept on telling people whom I met about this incident and you should have seen some of those ‘really?? waala’ reaction :)
After the match we still being in the limelight were booed and cheered by people while walking out of the stadium and while travelling back in the car as well..once a car full of young girls zoomed past us and they made all sorts of strange noises waving frantically at us..making it look like we were those RCB guys who played and lost the game :)
We reached pune safely at 4 in the morning….
Yesterday after the finals I was not happy that I’ am at the loosing end again for the second time in the bet .. MI lost..the same team which had won against RCB the other day and I had lost the bet then...so here I’ am waiting when I have to hand over another 10 rupee note to my friend :)

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

The Quarter-life Crisis

I got to read this article in one forum and i liked it..felt very true and many things relevant to myself..so posting it

Being in Twenties

It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.

You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.

You look at your job... and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.

Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't. One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure.

You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.

You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you're doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person. You want to settle down for good because now all of a sudden that becomes top priority. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic.You begin to think a companion for life is better than a hundred in the shack and for once you would not mind standing tall for that special someone which otherwise you had never thought of until now. You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision. You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself... and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!

What you may not realize is that every one reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out. We call it the "Quarter-life Crisis".

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Being in Love..a call for trouble?


‘pehla nasha pehla khumaar..naya pyaar hai nayaa intezaar’
What a cool romantic song this is from the movie Jo Jeeta Wahi Sikander which is one among my favourite movies as well. Anyone who listens to this song would definitely want to fall in love once in a lifetime atleast.
But hey, wait! Even though I have never been in love I still can understand the feelings of each and every word in this song or any other classic romantic songs. It’s quite strange but true and you would also agree with me that to be romantic or to get the feeling of being in love to some extent, it’s not a necessity that we have to be in love. And songs like these are very tempting and I bet on you that if you get carried away by these filmy love songs and begin experimenting on yourself.. then god must help you.

Now why all of a sudden I’ am talking about this topic?
Most of the blogs on the topic of love is always an instant hit. You would see that the count of hits on this topic is ever increasing. This is a topic which is least discussed in full flow because many are uncomfortable to discuss what they feel about love in public forums and get embarrassed, but still it’s a favourite topic among all young brigades. This is just the topic which always interests all of us and so I decided to be bold and write something on it..hehe

Is falling in love a call for trouble? I feel yes and no need to explain it why and how..we all know its pros and cons.
But I have never understood the mindset of those people who go out of their way to protect there love interests. If I get a hold of a person scratching his head over such things I would say…’Boss, be practical, your life is not a 3 hour bollywood love flick. The ground reality is you turn every other potential relationship into a tidsy bitsy affair of confusions in your mad run and end up being nowhere. This life is not just about two persons in love, open your eyes and see that you still have to live up to the expectations of the society and family around you’.

I agree.. I too had few infatuations in the past like any other guys... but may be I was just lucky enough that my way of looking at things, the way I was brought up, my inhibitions due to few health issues and my friends circle made sure that I did not fall into any unwanted love traps. Infatuation is human but turning your back on your family for this infatuation is inhuman.
Having said that I was witness to few friends who have fallen in the so called love pits, some being successful with a happy ending or a rather happy beginning of marriage life and I do have some friends on the other hand who got dumped very unfortunately and few remained unlucky and could not reach till marriage and still carry that sweet pain of love failure for their entire life.

But who knows what will happen tomorrow… as they say ‘love happens’ and cannot be forced or controlled …because I also get carried away very easily if not in control. I may not have met that person till now for whom I would go all the way, lose my mind and take some harsh foolish decisions as many in love would do..I believe I won’t get this chance ever in my life and even if I fall for someone I would just pray it would be with a person whom would be accepted by everyone in my family.

Ok, let me stop here..before I get carried away and talk more about this uncomfortable topic.

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Ilayaraja songs - brings back old memories


Some of the melodious songs of Ilayaraja have become part of my life. These are some of the songs which always remind me of my childhood days since I grow up listening to these songs. I know I have company here because each and every one of us would definitely have some wonderful childhood memories and songs like these would definitely play an important role in bringing back those old memories.

I’ am putting across few such nostalgic songs of mine. When I listen to these songs, my heart beats faster and my mind races back to those vaguely glorious childhood days.
I have uploaded the full song here, so that you listen to it as well.

Rasaave unai nimbi.

RASAAVE UNNE | Upload Music
This is a very beautifully composed song by Ilayaraja, who has made sure that each and every tune and beats of this song touches your heart. It would be even more effective and romantic if you can understand the lyrics of this song. Though I cannot understand each and every part of the lyrics, when I listen to this, I get a feeling that a girl is waiting for her sweetheart to come back to her and she is very tenderly expressing her feelings towards him. This is one song which I used to listen a lot in one of our old recorded audio cassette. My dad had some wonderful audio collections of old tamil songs those days.

Vaan megham

vaan megham - original track | Music Upload
Another classic from Ilayaraja. Beautifully sung by K.S Chitra. Very very nostalgic song.

Nilaave vaa

Nilaave vaa | Upload Music
I remember this tamil movie ‘mouna ragam‘ where in a very joyful and full of life character played by actor Karthik, very much in love with the charming and beautiful Revathi, meets a tragic death in the first part of the movie. This song comes in the second part of the movie sung fabulously by SPB and no better song can suit the gloomy situation in the movie.

Antha nilaava than

Antha nilaavathan | Upload Music
This song is from the classic tamil movie ‘modal mariyaaday’. This movie is about a old man, the character played by the versatile actor late Sivaji Ganesan, one of the finest actors I have ever seen, falling in love with a girl of much younger age. Ilayaraja has composed this song and sung himself which again suits aptly to the situation in the movie.

Aalipazham

aalipaz - malayalam classic | Music Upload
This one is a typical Ilayaraja song. This Malayalam song from the 3D movie ‘my dear kuttichaatan’ is full of melodious background chorus and nicely supported by instruments commonly heard in many of his songs. Especially sounds good in the antra part and well sung by Sujata as well. You can immediately catch the innocence of the kids singing in the movie through this song.

As usual, the list is not over. I have many more such songs which are close to my heart but let me stop here and get on with my present. And I leave it to you to tell me which nostalgic songs comes to your mind.

Saturday, March 27, 2010

THOSE WERE THE DAYS AND THESE ARE THE DAYS

Those were the days when summer season meant vacation = fun, play and more fun, travelling in train to visit our native place.
There are the days when summer season means just another season =just grumble about the sweating when you step outside your office.

Those were the days when prime time television at 9.00 pm = classic programs like surabhi, tehkikaat, superhit muqaabala, etc etc on doordarshan
These are the days when prime time television = reality shows, saas bahu ka serials, mythological blunders and many more confusions.

Those were the days when games we played = a healthy combination of indoor and outdoor games.
These are the days when games = indoor games only if you have company, otherwise play computer games alone.

Those were the days when we played outdoor games= laggori, chur chand, hide n seek, cricket and many more.
These are the days where we play outdoor games = none. (Only watch cricket :))

Those were the days when travelling in bus or any vehicle= enjoyable, not frequent and used only when visiting distant relatives and to reach potential far places.
These are the days when travelling itself = frustration.

Those were the days when shopping = an unforgettable outing with family, roaming around many shops in many reliable shopping areas.
These are the days when shopping = malls. Full stop.

Those were the days when we were with friends in real world = talking, laughing, hanging around places.
These are the days when we are with those friends in virtual world = orkut, sometimes chatting and not even a phone call.


List would continue……

Sunday, March 7, 2010

THE DAY I MET A CELEBRITY AND AN HONEST AUTOWAALA


The day was 2nd November 2009. It was just like any other normal day. The only difference from the other normal days was this day I met a celebrity. It did not change my life in any manner, but felt good that I got a chance to meet the acclaimed violinist, Dr. L Subramanium all because of an honest autowaala.

I had to visit my neurologist, Dr. Sreenivasa at Ramaiah hospital in Bangalore this day. I had taken couple of weeks off for my brothers wedding in October ending on 1st week of november. Initially I thought of taking an appointment in mid October before I go to kerala for the wedding. But since I was occupied with the wedding and reception preparations, decided to postpone the appointment to 2nd November.
So all went well and my brother and bhabhi went for their honeymoon trip. So here I was with just few more days left in Bangalore as I had to travel back to pune to report to work. As I said earlier, I had an appointment on 2nd November to visit my neurologist. My mother accompanied me to the hospital that day and we decided to travel by auto rickshaw. Now, anyone who has travelled in a rickshaw in Bangalore will be very much aware about the rudeness and the unreasonable charge demanded by most of the autowaalas. Each time I’ am in need to catch an auto I get irritated just thinking about their attitude. And they charge such an exorbitant sum of money; you will be made to think that they just gave you a ride in a Ferrari in a race circuit. The ride in an auto is not less adventurous though, as they take all kinds of twists and turns whenever they get a chance. I would just wonder what would be the plight of the poor pedestrians if he was riding a bike or a car instead.

Coming back to the topic, on a good day I think everything goes well. I saw an auto on the other side of the road, so immediately I crossed the road and asked him if can take us to ramaiah hospital. Very humbly, he agreed at once. My mother had to still cross the road and since she had to cross a divider in between, the autowaala waited for her very patiently to get in. I also noted that he kept an eye on the moving vehicles to see that my mom crossed the road safely. The journey to the hospital hardly took 15 minutes. Somewhere near sanjaynagar, we saw an old lady trying to jump a big hole dug in front of her house. It was a very funny sight to look at the trap laid by our bengaluru corporation, the hole was dug up and left as it is, may be they wanted to experiment to see if a car can be parked in that hole :). So our autowaala gave a piece of advice for our trapped lady and asked her to be very careful, if at all she wanted to do any stunts to cross that hole :). I was impressed by his caring nature for the general public as he waited for sometime in case she needed any help and then he proceeded with the journey.

So after a smooth ride we reached the hospital and as I got down from the auto, the first thing the autowaala asked was not for money, but he pointed to a swamiji standing nearby the entrance of the hospital and said ‘that swamiji is a well known and powerful man’. I was not sure who that swamiji was, but I saw another short and familiar person standing next to him. I then asked the autowaala for the autocharge and he being very sincere charged according to the meter. Usually meters in autos are just a showpiece which comes as a fitting to complete the definition of an auto. Autowaalas generally do no want to disturb the meter so that they can demand any sum of money which they like, so the meter remains useless most of the times. So I was happy that this guy was really sincere to his profession. We then wished thank you to each other and he left in search of his next customer. My mom immediately said to me that very strangely we get to see such a nice and honest autowaala and I also agreed.

As I was about to enter the hospital, I again stared at that familiar short person and he too stared back at me. Usually if you come across a familiar person, but if you can’t remember exactly who he/she is, you put a question mark on your face and stare at that person and wait for the other person to recognize and respond to your awkward look on your face. But he did not give any such kind of known response to me, so I dismissed the thought that he also knew me and I moved on.
Later when I was sitting at the hall waiting for my call to see the doctor, I saw the same familiar person sitting alongside the swamiji and another boy on the other side of the hall. It then clicked to my lethargic mind that he was none other than the renowned violinist, Dr. L. Subramanium. I immediately asked my mom as well about this person and she also recognized him. The boy who was sitting beside him was his son. I was so thrilled that I immediately called up my brother, me totally forgetting that he was at lakshwadeep at this time celebrating his honeymoon and I gave him this news. He asked to do something which never occurred in my mind i.e to get an autograph of the legend. I was in two minds whether to disturb him or not as he was sitting as any other concerned patient as others in the room. But I took courage and decided to go ahead and speak with him anyway. Even my mom encouraged me to do so.

I took a piece of paper out of my purse but I did not have a pen. So I requested for a pen from a nearby guy and took slow steps towards Dr.Subramanium and stood right in front of him. He just looked at me without any change in his expression, waiting for me to say something. I then asked him with a smile on my face ‘I guess you are Dr. Subramanium ?’. for which he responded very politely ‘yes, I’ am Subramanium’
I was not prepared to ask or say anything, so without any further thoughts I handed over the piece of paper alongwith my purse to keep it as base for him to write and asked him for an autograph. He agreed by nodding his head and said ‘yes’ and took my pen to write something. He then asked my name and made me to spell it as well, so he ensured that he wrote down my name correctly. While he was writing I noted that he was such a calm and composed person that I did not feel as if I’ am standing in front of a genius musician. Such was his simplicity. I was also surprised that none of other public sitting in that room recognised him. Then he handed over the autographed paper alongwith my purse and the pen and wished me good luck. The swamiji who was also sitting next to him gave me the impression as if he was ready to assume meditation at any moment :). But he also gave a warmth look at me and we exchanged smiles.

I thanked Dr.Subramanium and I left towards the place where my mom, who was watching all this happen, was waiting for me with a smile in her face.
Later I saw Dr. L. Subramanium, his son and smamiji being led to a private room for consultation with another neurologist. Now I thought about the honest autowaala because of whom I was able to identify this great violinist. I then waited for my name to be called to meet my neurologist, with the autographed piece of paper in my hand which now had some significance to its existence. It read like this.

Dear Praveen V S,

I wish you all the best,

Subramanium’s signature